Wednesday, February 29, 2012

Piggy! - Ugly vs Beautiful





When you think of pigs, do you normally see piglet like you see on the left or do you think of a cute cartoon on the right?

Usually beauty is in the eye of the beholder. To me the pig on the left is ugly, but then there are always people who think it's cute and wonderful. I personally prefer the one on the right cause it's cuter! Hey, if the picture on the left had a little touch up, wouldn't you think it look pretty too? I'll show you what I mean tomorrow if you come back :)

can u tell he looks better?


Tuesday, February 28, 2012

In time for a new me! :) - Significant change in my life!

I know what you are guessing, but no it's not! Look at the pictures below and then read the story that follows! :) PS there was no make up! I guess the lighting can make a person look better or worst BUT I WILL TELL YOU I AM STILL BEAUTIFUL! YUP!

I never like receiving wrist watches as a gift because to me a wrist watch always had a significant meaning.  The first watch I got and still have in my drawers was a barbie watch from my parents as a child. The barbie watch was the was purchased during my elementry days because my parents believed it was time I learn how to tell time and be responsible. (Asian parents usually start young with their oldest!) The second watch that I got, which I am really sad that I lost was a fossil watch from my mom. She purchased this watch for me right before college signifying that I am transitioning into a teenager and young adult, but personally I really thought of it as a invisible chain where she was keeping tabs on me and constantly reminding me that I better behave in college and I did! LOL I know I know...weird!

When did I lose this watch of mine??........Funny thing! It was just right after I was hired full time.  I then started using my cell phone for time and normally when someone asks me for time, they would ask if I have a watch when they see me checking my cell instead or when I ask someone for time and they tell me the time on their watch. The convo usually goes like this....

Person: You don't have a watch?
Me: Yea, I do, but I lost it
Person: Why don't you get another one?
Me: No..a wrist watch has a significant meaning for me, so I don't want a new one until it's time...
Person: Really? Why is that?
Me: well my parents got me my first barbie watch to teach me how to be responsible. Mom bought me a new watch when I went to college telling me I was grown up, but I lost it. I feel like a watch has a significant meaning and when I get a new one, it's going to be a new chapter of my life and I don't know if I am ready for that yet........


Well.... Here I have, a new watch! I think it came just in time--keeping the tradition, my brother brought the watch cause he liked it, but he asked if I wanted not thinking I would take it, but YUP I took it! HAHA sorry little brother.

It came just in time (J-I-T) like supply chain terms, because I am starting a new chapter in my life. I am going to be a diff person and I am making life style changes to shape up who I should be and grow up and be more mature. :) Over the last two weeks, I've been really trying to figure myself out. One thing I learned is...instead of letting the situation take control of my life (stress and depression), I need to take control of it! Though I still struggle from time to time in the day, I always management to turn out okay weather it's at the end of the day or the next morning....Right now, I am enjoying and embracing the new me and hoping that the new me can inspire more people like myself to love and be comfortable about themselves. BELIEVE me! It was such a huge step for me to post my pics online, but hey--you can never love yourself if you put yourself down. 

Though all my friends know I don't put pics up normally, I would still like my friends not to put my pics up! LOL Thanks <3 you guys! You guys know who you are :) XOXO. Until the next time. i hope ever takes care!


Monday, February 27, 2012

Self - Confidence, self worth!


Blogging is hard. It's extremely hard when you are not sure what to write but know you need to write and embrace your inner thoughts that wants to come out.

Over the past weekend, I had a valuable lesson. One that I can't go back and take back things I've done or said, but I've learned that I need to be more confident in myself! One friend taught me that in order to have respect from others, you have to give it to yourself first. Before you love someone else, you have to love yourself first. If you don't love yourself, you have no self worth and you would always lose your battle! For me, my biggest battle is self confidence. BECAUSE of this lack of confidence, I feel very little a lot of times and seem some what of a push over from time to time. This is changing and it's going to change because I want the change and welcome the change. It's going to be a life style change, but no one can help you unless you want it bad enough.....and I ... I want it bad enough! Therefore I hope you guys will grow with me as a grow wiser but bigger and fuller with confidence!
Today will be the last time .. I will let myself DOWN!





Labradorite earrings - one of the most unique stone because it has different colors.





St. Patty's day is near, have some green with the popular zebra pattern! :)




use a cool necklace to make a simple shirt look fab~









Beautiful image captured in a beautiful pendant with buttons!





get them before it's gone! Feet display...i sorta want it for my stuff!

The cutest egg holder ever fun for easter egg hunt!





For that cute little guy
















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Sunday, February 19, 2012

Rough week, but back on track


Last week was a totally horrible week for me. Things were just not the way I wanted. I accidentally hurt my thumb and couldn't really do much with my shop which was not my intention :( On a side note, no one ever told me being a grown up was so hard!! why doesn't life come with a manual?? Any hows, I am better and here is my late zibbet shout out to other cool artists.




I am in the process of working on my self confidence. These dangling fine silver chandelier earrings with a combo of sterling silver sure helps me boost my confidence.





St. Patty's day is near, have some green and white spirit to show off the holiday :)




A little gift for "HIM" Unique fabric that reminds me of the past









Love the color! All about the buttons always does great craft inspired by buttons!





Lets have the St. Patty theme going HEHE

















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